May namimiss ako.

Sa puro away na naganap, di ko pa rin maipagkakaila talaga na namimiss ko sya. Di ko alam kung malulugkot ako or matutuwa. Kulang na kulang yung araw ko kapag di ko man lang sya nakausap, or nakita. Gusto ko masanay na wala sya sa tabi ko kahit paminsan minsan. Mahirap kapag dumating yung time na magkakalayo kami tapos nasanay ako nandyan sya palagi, tila hirap na hirap ako. Sigh. Pero ayun, isa lang yung gusto kong sabihin. Walang magbabago sa love ko sakanya ♥ Hoping, na ganun din sana sya sakin.

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Sa bawat araw na dumadaan, ang daming nanyayare. Masaya, malungkot, nakakaiyak at nakakatuwa.

The answer to my prayers(:

Me: God, can I ask You a question?

God: Sure

Me: Promise You won't get mad

God: I promise

Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?

God: What do you mean?

Me: Well, I woke up late

God: Yes

Me: My car took forever to start

God: Okay

Me: At lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait

God: Huummm

Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call

God: All right

Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home, I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?

God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one

of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that.

Me (humbled): OH

GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.

Me: (ashamed)

God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.

Me (embarrassed): Okay

God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.

Me (softly): I see God

God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.

Me: I'm Sorry God

God: Don't be sorry, just learn to Trust Me .. In All things, the good & the bad.

Me: I will trust You.

God: And don't doubt that My plan for your day is always better than your plan.

Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, thank You for Everything today.

God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I Love looking after My Children.

Understanding a girl isn’t easy.

But it isn’t impossible. It just takes time, & it’s up to you whether or not you’re willing to take the time to get to know the girl or not. If she’s worth it, you would take the time to figure her out. & no, it doesn’t take a short period of time to know anything that’s worth knowing about a girl. It’ll take millions of conversations, thousands of of text messages, hundreds of phone calls, be around her for hours, days, weeks, months at a time, even during arguments will you find out more about her. Make sure you catch every detail, cause she might test you later on to see if you remember things about her, girls like to do that. The truth is, you might not ever understand her, but you’ll understand the things that matter. & if she matters, she’s worth understanding

- Trung Phan 

EWWW.

Ang lalaking walang alam, kundi asarin ako!

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Sigh. Mag-isa nanaman sa bahay :(

Thank you for this day!

Boredom.

"If I Die Young"

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh,
And life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, oh well
I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, oh well
I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger,
I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand,
There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by...

...the sharp knife of a short life, oh well?
I've had just enough time

So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh, no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (oh, uh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save 'em for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, oh well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls.

ALL DAY SURFIN'.

Bakit ganon?

Napa-isip ako, kelangan mo ba talagang baguhin  yung sarili mo para sa isang tao? The fact na, kung mahal mo ang isang tao, tatangapin at tatangapin mo sya kung anu sya or sinu man sya? Mamahalin mo yung mali sa ugali nya. Sigh. Bakit napaka-unfair? Yung nakita kong ugali sakanya na di ko gusto, pinagpaliban ko. Diko pinansin kasi nga mahal ko sya kasi nga gusto ko sya, tapos sa pagkakamali ko, ididiin nya yung attitude ko, ganito ako e. Uso pa ba ang turn off sa mag-girlfriend or boyfriend? Siguro disappointments, pwede pa. Issue ba yun? May rason na sya hiwalayan ako, bakit nagbibilang sya ng pagkakamali ko? Tapos pag bumingo ako, ayun? Mapupunta sa BREAK UP? Minsan talaga, masama pala yung sa iisang tao na lang umiikot mundo mo kasi nasanay kang sya yung kasama mo araw-araw. So pathetic :/ 

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Sa relasyon, hindi talaga natin maiiwasan ang mga away, hindi pagkakaintindih­an, pagtatalo, pagbibitawan ng masasakit na salita, walang katapusang pagpapataasan ng pride, etc. Minsan maiisip mo na lang sumuko. Maiisip mo, bakit ba ko nagpapakahirap dito, para san pa e ang gulo naman. Bakit aayusin mo pa yung away ngayon kung may away din naman bukas. Minsan dadating ka sa puntong andyan lahat ng dahilan para bumitaw ka pero may isang bagay na sasagot sa tanong mo. KASI, MAHAL MO SYA. Mahal mo sya kya kahit anong hirap kakayanin mo. Mahal mo kasi sya kya kahit ilang away pa yan aayusin mo. Mahal mo kasi sya kaya kahit na gano mo gustong sumuko lalaban ka. Yung salitang MAHAL KITA, yan ang pinaka importanteng bagay na dapat nating alalahanin sa mga panahon na gusto na natin sumuko. Bakit ka ba nagpakahirap ng matagal? Bakit ba kayo umabot sa ganto? Dahil mahal nyo ang isa't isa diba? Wag nyo hayaan masira ng problema yung relasyong iningatan nyo ng matagal. And with this, I can say that "Baby, even if we fight a lot, I still want you in my life." . 

Love is ....

Jamie and Landon.

I really love this movie: 

A WALK TO REMEMBER

“Do you love me?' I asked her. She smiled. 'Yes.' 'Do you want me to be happy?' as I asked her this I felt my heart beginning to race. 'Of course I do.' 'Will you do something for me then?' She looked away, sadness crossing her features. 'I don't know if I can anymore.' she said. 'but if you could, would you?' I cannot adequately describe the intensity of what I was feeling at that moment. Love, anger, sadness, hope, and fear, whirling together sharpened by the nervousness I was feeling. Jamie looked at me curiously and my breaths became shallower. Suddenly I knew that I'd never felt as strongly for another person as I did at that moment. As I returned her gaze, this simple realization made me wish for the millionth time that I could make all this go away. Had it been possible, I would have traded my life for hers. I wanted to tell her my thoughts, but the sound of her voice suddenly silenced the emotions inside me. 'yes' she finally said, her voice weak yet somehow still full of promise. 'I would.' Finally getting control of myself I kissed her again, then brought my hand to her face, gently running my fingers over her cheek. I marveled at the softness of her skin, the gentleness I saw in her eyes. even now she was perfect. My throat began to tighten again, but as I said, I knew what I had to do. Since I had to accept that it was not within my power to cure her, what I wanted to do was give her something that she'd wanted. It was what my heart had been telling me to do all along. Jamie, I understood then, had already given me the answer I'd been searching for, the answer my heart needed to find. She'd told me outside Mr. Jenkins office, the night we'd asked him about doing the play. I smiled softly, and she returned my affection with a slight squeeze of my hand, as if trusting me in what I was about to do. Encouraged, I leaned closer and took a deep breath. When I exhaled, these were the words that flowed with my breath. 'Will you marry me?” 

― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

Piggy.

I think it’s safe to say that 

I love him too much.

 It’s scary, but worth it ❤

~

Dear GOD,

        I'm not the perfect daughter, i fail you so many times but you love me regardless. I can't even explain how great your love is for me because i can hardly even understand it. Lord, may i let myself be used by you and may i draw myself nearer to YOU. 

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